Of course, They are our strengths. They are our weaknesses. I love my friends and desired to have lots of friends. But this is more than desiring.. Wanting.. Need.. Everything. I used to have lots of friends even during my childhood but none of them stayed with me. That is my bad luck. I used to fight with my mom supporting my friends. But, later I felt that I was mad about friends and tried not to do such things again. During my fourth std, I had two close friends. We used to wonder about the three stars lined in the sky. We used to compare them with us. I have wondered for years.. On seeing the stars. Those three stars stayed in the same line for years. Whenever I look at those stars I used to say to my mind that three is my lucky number. It fixed in my mind. Then, during my Eighth standard I got two dear friends again. Even they were with me till the end of my schooling. Then, they were in my friends' list but not dear ones or close ones. I was always desiring for a friend, who should always be with me, fight with me, kill me, hurt me and then should say I miss u idiot. I got one. With my friend I desired a lot like happiness to heaven, fights to hell, lots and lots of sharing, possessiveness, a good company and lot more. The first and the best one was ' a lifelong friendship' which did not happen and for which I'm longing for months. Friends are always episodes. But my friend is one who filled all those episodes alone.
My longing desire!My best buddy ever!
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