Well, I know its been a long time. Hope everyone is fine and everything is going smooth. I do not have any specific reason which have stopped me from blogging. Its just few new experiences that have prevented me from blogging. We all know life has ups and downs. I, being tired of all the 'downs' and looking the 'ups' in each and every moment of my life. I am not sure whether I have the strength to face all the 'downs' but still I look forward for the 'ups' which we all wanted for.
Every time in my life, when I was about to take a decision or when I was about to take a move or a start, I have faced difficulties and sorrows surrounded and seated near me. It first started when I have completed my tenth grade. I was expecting 450/500 and I scored 436/500. It's not a very big difference. Though, I showed a mourn face and sat at the corner of my home. I was dumped by the ideas and decisions of all my relatives, neighbors and friends in choosing the group with which I have to choose my career further. All I wanted is to go for Maths & Biology and I had a dream of becoming a doctor. I know it sounds crazy! Its a crazy world yaar!!!
Finally, I have completed my twelfth grade with the worst performance in the last two years. I was a bright student till my tenth grade and I became a low performer in the end of my school days. I did not mind that. I did mind when I got my results in my hand. Again the same scene has been created in my house. I was empty, helpless, dumped, kicked and lot more. I felt like I have lost all my way. I could see my friends moving on to coaching classes for their engineering entrance exams. Damn God! I hate engineering and Thank God! I didn't do it.
It took few weeks for me to come out of the sat corner of my home. Well, I should thank my mom, the most loveliest person in the world. Its her who initiated to choose a career in Law. I was wondering about my mom and the steps she would take to help me come out of the mourn, helpless world. She has done it. She made me to join in the entrance classes for the Law College. I was proud, full of pride, hands on clouds, excited. As usual, the shock was awaiting.
I am not sure whether its my bad luck or good luck, God has always stopped from the things for which I was yearning and the things which I would love most. Instead he will bless me with his own thing which has given me the uttermost happiness (But at the first I would hate it like anything).
As Always, God had his own plans on me and he worked it very well which dropped my entrance classes for B.L. And finally, I was into Literature in an women's college. I was like.. Goddd!! What the hell??? Where did all the gent staffs go?? Soon, I got the answer.. There are no gent staff in this college, which made me feel worse.
Here comes the surprise!!! I had the most wonderful days in the same women's college which I hated the most and I came out with good language which still helps me out. Every 'downs' of my life has shown me that I'm not the good decision maker and I accepted all the better plans of God which took me to the way He always wanted to. Even when I used to feel worse at the beginning I was so happy on seeing the results.
Every time in my life, when I was about to take a decision or when I was about to take a move or a start, I have faced difficulties and sorrows surrounded and seated near me. It first started when I have completed my tenth grade. I was expecting 450/500 and I scored 436/500. It's not a very big difference. Though, I showed a mourn face and sat at the corner of my home. I was dumped by the ideas and decisions of all my relatives, neighbors and friends in choosing the group with which I have to choose my career further. All I wanted is to go for Maths & Biology and I had a dream of becoming a doctor. I know it sounds crazy! Its a crazy world yaar!!!
Finally, I have completed my twelfth grade with the worst performance in the last two years. I was a bright student till my tenth grade and I became a low performer in the end of my school days. I did not mind that. I did mind when I got my results in my hand. Again the same scene has been created in my house. I was empty, helpless, dumped, kicked and lot more. I felt like I have lost all my way. I could see my friends moving on to coaching classes for their engineering entrance exams. Damn God! I hate engineering and Thank God! I didn't do it.
It took few weeks for me to come out of the sat corner of my home. Well, I should thank my mom, the most loveliest person in the world. Its her who initiated to choose a career in Law. I was wondering about my mom and the steps she would take to help me come out of the mourn, helpless world. She has done it. She made me to join in the entrance classes for the Law College. I was proud, full of pride, hands on clouds, excited. As usual, the shock was awaiting.
I am not sure whether its my bad luck or good luck, God has always stopped from the things for which I was yearning and the things which I would love most. Instead he will bless me with his own thing which has given me the uttermost happiness (But at the first I would hate it like anything).
As Always, God had his own plans on me and he worked it very well which dropped my entrance classes for B.L. And finally, I was into Literature in an women's college. I was like.. Goddd!! What the hell??? Where did all the gent staffs go?? Soon, I got the answer.. There are no gent staff in this college, which made me feel worse.
Here comes the surprise!!! I had the most wonderful days in the same women's college which I hated the most and I came out with good language which still helps me out. Every 'downs' of my life has shown me that I'm not the good decision maker and I accepted all the better plans of God which took me to the way He always wanted to. Even when I used to feel worse at the beginning I was so happy on seeing the results.
